The only thing I have that’s truly worth a thing is the still, small space that waits inside and asks to be seen by no one. The only thing I know from the silence is how to cling without words across a vast, pale floor. Since the mirror broke the light plays on us still, small shards a memory dance. Without touch we find our edges remember each other as we whisper our song without breath You’re a part of every person and every person a part of you.
Backstory
This poem came together a bit like an abstract painting. I don’t think I was entirely conscious of what I was trying to say but felt guided about which words to put where in an overall sense.
Something that was on my mind as I wrote it were some words from Rebbetzin Tzipporah Heller-Gottlieb in a class I had heard years ago, about the 17th of Tammuz – a fast day in the Jewish calendar that marks the beginning stages of the destruction of the Holy Temple.
I don’t remember all the details, but I believe she was quoting a friend who had gone through a personal tragedy.
The words were: “We are all broken vessels.”
And that has stayed with me. Just the idea that we find ourselves in this world, post-destruction, post-tragedy… broken pieces in a broken world – but we remember that it wasn’t always this way.
We were once all part of something whole and cohesive – and we still are, if we can only find our way back to each other.